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Tuesday, March 25, 2008, 8:30 PM
i thought this year wil be a better year as compared to last year.i thought everything will be very fine this year but i guess i was wrong. everything is wrong. i dunno how to mend my mistakes. everything's not correct & i dunno why people are all emo-ing i know i did alot of wrong things this year but i dunno how to correct my mistakes i was too selfish. i didn't care about your feelings i guess it's too late to ask for forgiveness i guess we can't be like what we were last time i really miss you, really. everytime i wanna ask you to join in, but i guess i was too cowardly i did not dare in the end. i watch you from afar, not knowing what to do i guess i was scared to get rejected by you i know i am too afraid i know i only care about myself & didnt care about you i am sorry. seriously. i guess what's broken is hard to mend but hopefully it will. i will try my best. wrong decisions. seem to me that i am making alot of them. why am i so stupid this year? i want all the emo-ness to go away, but it won't when i am alone, i think about all these how do i correct a mistake? i dunno what to do. i am so confused mixed thoughts, mixed feelings confused state of mind, that's how i am feeling now esther. |