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Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 4:33 AM

we gotta get this straightened out . coffee or not .
i dont have th guts to tell you this , so hopefully ue'll read this yeahs .

maybe we really are from two different worlds .
but if so , why issit possible we can live so long together as friends ?
ive heard ure piece , now its my turn to say sorry .
although i know ive used sorry so many times & i always go back on my words , i seriously mean it this time . after today , i figured its avoid someone ue used to be so close to . worse still, we've pulled so many people in .

i knew about th grouping thing yesterday, & whatever ure reason , im still hurt . which is why i gave you that attitude . im sorry . over these past few days , all i cared about was person 1 being lonely & getting ps-ed by person 2 , that i didnt even bothered about how you felt . i just left you with cheryl & paola , feeling left-out , but not daring to tell anyone how you feel . im sorry .
then i apologised & i admit it was only because of stuff cheryl said to me . th next day , it was as though i didnt apologise at all , i went back on my words & just returned to person 1 . im sorry .
throughout this whole entire incident , all i did was to think about how you wronged me , not th other way round . i was being totally selfish & i see how its my fault now D: im sorry .

i thought you hated me & didnt bother to make things right . i was thinking about this almost the whole entire night . comforted myself i wont be affected at all tmr , just not go near or even talk to you .

i came to school & saw ue talking to meiling & meiyu . i never told anyone my point of view about things & ue told so many people ure point of view . dont deny ue contributed abit to person 2's attitude towards person 1.
i hated you .

but then , seeing ue guys have so much fun during science lesson , i wanted to go over but i didnt dare . i was crying inside . our friendship problem didnt even affect you abit yeahs . you still could have fun without me . i got jealous , i admit & didnt know whether to hate you even more for that . trying to you avoid you the whole day in class hurts , you affect me more than i ever knew .

all i can say is ,
im sorry . really , truly sorry .
i know you still have some bad feelings towards me , that'd be hard to erase after all that ive done .
its gna be awkward , but im willing to try .
lets try to make things back to what it used to be alrights .

no matter what girl , i still love you .

carissa

( wanna know th whole damn story , check out ching's blog . stop asking me lerhs. not ure buisness anyways . )